"You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realization of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will. (Yeah!!! Good stuff.)
You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.
You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.
You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time."
Well, that's pretty much me, I have to say! I don't know about the last paragraph (mental battle???) but the rest of it is pretty darn accurate. :)
Mood: Happy! :) I know, even though I'm at work, processing renewals, which is not very interesting (to say the least). But my life is pretty cool at the moment! Here are some reasons why:
1. Mum just got married, and I think the excitement of the wedding, etc, has made life at home more relaxed and peaceful. Steve (her new husband) is clearly comfortable living with us, and Mum doesn’t stress as much .
2. My car’s almost completely fixed, and as soon as it is I can drive to work! No more catching the bus and walking in the cold! The warmth of my car will be fantastic, and I can listen to music on the way to work without the batteries of my Discman running out like they did this morning. :)
3. My email friendships. I don’t get to see my friends very often (working 9 to 5 every day does have a downside...), so emailing Kirsty, Dale, Travis and Raj (my new email friend) fills the void.
4. The beauty of creation. You just have to go outside to see the splendor of this magnificent world God has created. As Alice Chapin once said,
“Blue skies with white clouds on summer days. A myriad of stars on clear moonlit nights. Tulips and roses and violets and dandelions and daisies. Bluebirds and laughter and sunshine and Easter. See how He loves us!”
posted by Alyssa @ 9:42 AM
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